Constrained

This is the feeling of me

There is the way my heart beats

I met you again, my heart not in my hand

You had it all along

I wished for the best, never hoped for the rest

We stood the test of time better than many

It was not a race not a competition of fate

We did this on our own.

I wanted to give up, couldn’t make it over the hump

But the blood flowing through my veins was compelled to need you

Never ending oaks is how my love grows

We grew together intertwining our souls

We are a mesh, woven tight.

I murmur words my mind doesn’t recognize

You know exactly what I intend

My heart pumps slowly

Breathe on my skin

We are one, I can feel it within.

Look into my eyes and feel me once again

You are my way to light.

My conception of you is nebulous but clear

It doesn’t make sense but I know that you hear

Reach into your mind and pull me out

I am soft and enchanted with you

Need me the way I lust for you

My mind evaporates for I cannot have you the way

I am constrained too.

-Me